Hi janette, But i did find encouragement in your post! The "we are in same boat" type of thing! Not all alone like an albatross among the healthy here at home! Thank God for my loved ones health! But i get so tired of being the " heavy", the broken one, the unfun one, the "i cant" one! I loathe & despise the bed & after spending 4 years there not knowing what was wrong bc i had no diagnosis of arach told to me yet & it still makes me cringe to go in there to bed bc theres no source of distracting my attention off of the pain! I found out the worst thing for me to do is go to bed unsleepy & lie in the dark! It escalates my pain! So, once i finally got up & out of the bed i can barely make myself go back even for a good nights sleep! Its so elusive anyway,sleep is elusive for me. But im in a controlled pain situation mostly now & know physiologically why im having the severe pain so its not all in my head after all!
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